Maia-
I love your blog. Although Im sure you thought nobody would read it. I, like you, am obsessed with many things, and although different, they lead down a similar path. I havent talked to you in so long but I had to tell you this. If you want something, to move..then just do it. I just gave up my whole life again to get out of there, and honestly, I could care less about having nice things anymore because I realize that your environment defines your mood. I used to shop to escape from boredom, but now I live to figure out my next venture in the business world everyday. I still smoke and i love every min. of it. I no longer live by my egg white schedule or my gym routine, but that stuff became less important to me when my life became unboring. My point…the opportunity for you to do anything is there..you just have to go get it. Its fear that keeps us from having what we want in life. And never hold yourself back for anybody else, because at the end of the day, all you have is yourself and your stinkerbelle.
i miss you. you can always come to AZ and visit. you would love it here.
Maia-
I love your blog. Although Im sure you thought nobody would read it. I, like you, am obsessed with many things, and although different, they lead down a similar path. I havent talked to you in so long but I had to tell you this. If you want something, to move..then just do it. I just gave up my whole life again to get out of there, and honestly, I could care less about having nice things anymore because I realize that your environment defines your mood. I used to shop to escape from boredom, but now I live to figure out my next venture in the business world everyday. I still smoke and i love every min. of it. I no longer live by my egg white schedule or my gym routine, but that stuff became less important to me when my life became unboring. My point…the opportunity for you to do anything is there..you just have to go get it. Its fear that keeps us from having what we want in life. And never hold yourself back for anybody else, because at the end of the day, all you have is yourself and your stinkerbelle.
i miss you. you can always come to AZ and visit. you would love it here.